Nothing can ever prepare you to terminate life support for someone you love. There are no words to explain what it is like to sit by someone's bed until they breathe their last breath or why suddenly, laughing or eating fill you with remorse and cause you to cry. We are all still reeling from my father's brain hemorrhage and sudden passing.
We lived far from each other and I didn't get to see him as often as I would have liked. But we talked on the phone at least once a week and there was comfort in knowing he was out there underneath the same sky. Now that he is gone, I miss him so much.
I am taking a short break. I hope you all understand. I will be back next week.