As exciting as it is to buy our own home again, I have to admit that once all the papers were signed and there was no turning back, I did panic just a teeny bit. No, it wasn't buyers remorse. We got a fabulous house for a great price.
The truth is change, even good change, is scary for me. I'm far better at it than I used to be but I still have those moments when I feel overwhelmed and want to turn back.
So, as I was driving away from the title company praying for the courage not to doubt and the faith to face the future with the same optimism that fueled our recent decisions, this song came on the radio. As I listened to the lyrics a warm, loving feeling came over me and I realized God was sending me a message.
Hold on, to me as we goAs we roll down this unfamiliar roadAnd although this wave (wave) is stringing us alongJust know you're not aloneCause I'm gonna make this place your homeSettle down, it'll all be clearDon't pay no mind to the demonsThey fill you with fearThe trouble it might drag you downIf you get lost, you can always be foundJust know you're not aloneCause I'm gonna make this place your home
I'm not scared any more.